Wad i wan very simple..not that i wan a rich or wad future..but only u take care urself and think more about your future..if i need those rich future,i don need to rely on u...
U know how is the feelings watching those photos u took with her?
U know how is the feelings waiting someone for 3 months?
U know how is the feelings when get to know u r living with someone in the same hostel?
U know how is the feelings waiting u back from hanged-out with friends?
U know how is the feelings when u said u fell in love with other else?
U know how is the feelings when u put many effort into something,but what u got back was nothing?
U know how is the feelings to act nothing had happened just to make u feel better?
U know how is the feelings to pretend don't care when u did it again and again?
U know how is the feelings waiting u back from clubbing as your drunk friend is driving?
U know how is the feelings when i couldn't make it for something you want?
U know how is the feelings when i can't be a part in ur lifestyle?
U know how is the feelings to hope going out with you every month but couldn't?
U know how is the feelings when people ask why i like you?
U know how is the feelings hoping more changes from you but been rejected?
U know how is the feelings when ask you to take care yourself but u seems don't care anything?
U know how is the feelings when u said we are impossible?
U know how is the feelings when u said i am those materialist?
U know how is the feelings when u ask me again and again what my feelings on you while i am the only one put so much effort on this relationship?
U know how is the feelings when every time i think of my age or my thinking couldn't match yours and trying to change so much but u didn't even know about it?
U know how is the feelings when i treat you cooly just to make you more mature?
You won't know it...
Because i was too scare to lose you.